lmao I just happened to check my dA page thingy and noticed that my last entry was made exactly one year and one day ago, since today is the 21st. My birthday. Wheeee. I didn't really do much today... Just the usual stuff. Don't want to go into details lol.

It's been way too long since I posted here so I won't even try to update... it would take too long.

TEN DAYS TIL HALLOWEEN! FWEEE!

I don't want to make it seem like I only update this journal to bitch about my crappy mood. So I'm going to update about the good mood I'm in

The day went pretty bleh, but it was a short day and I got to miss most of math for a lockdown procedure practice. After school I went to the mall with Kai, Carla, and Amie for more Halloween stuff. I finally got a garter belt for those fishnets I got a while ago for Rocky Horror. Woot. Now all I need is a maid costume to go as Magenta. Not going as Janet anymore because I don't want to walk around in a bra and panty skirt thigny.

And I figured out what to do for party tomorrow. It's just going to be the same as usual - have everyone over, go out for dinner (not sure where yet - I've gone to Pizza Hut the past three years or so lol), come back, play some DDR (courtesy of teh Kai), and sleep. Or not sleep - whichever. It sounds like it's going to be boring, but we can MAKE it fun!

OH! I've also been drawing. I might scan something in as soon as I'm happy enough with it. It's going to look like a scrap, but it won't be because it's taken me a long time lol.

So I've been practically non existant here lately. Usually I just check my message center, skim over the journal entries, then skim over my deviations. I almost never click anything. Don't know why... Maybe it's because my community died. So, that's all there is to say about that.

I'm going to post some personal stuff here instead of my Blogspot because I know only two of my IRL friends read this and there's almost no way anyone else I know (IRL) would find it. Like specific people.

So things have just been shit lately. A week or two ago, it was an entire week of bad moods and bad luck. Almost nothing went right. Then things started to look up for a few days, until I got horribly sick. Then they were okay again for a couple days, and now they're crap again. I know I have tons of awesome stuff to look forward to (starting a little bit on the 19th, then REALLY awesome on the 20th, etc.) but right now is just... blah. Things are really weird with my boyfriend. Which is mostly the problem. He recently moved in with a couple roommates in Rundle (quite far from here in terms of transit) and has started working a lot more. At McDonald's. I haven't talked to him since I spent the night two or three weeks ago, unless you count that time on MSN when he barely talked at all. I understand that he's busy, tired, and stressed, but this is still depressing. And I can't help but take it personally, because things like this happen in all my relationships. The guy loses interest in me, decides he didn't actually like me at all in the first place, drops contact, etc. I thought things were going to be different this time, but like always, I was wrong. At least I think I am. I'm just saying that it destroys my self-esteem, basically. I hate feeling like this.

Also, Limewire gave me two new viruses. Now Firefox won't open (yes, I tried reinstalling it), and IE isn't working properly because of the other virus. And iTunes has started skipping again.

Well this entry was a waste of time. I didn't say close to all I wanted to get out. Oh well. Fuck it.

I'm going to join in on the fun.

First of all - calm the fuck down. Everyone who went completely nuts over how much they hate the new layout, just calm down. Are you that afraid of change? dA is trying to improve the site for OUR benefit - not to piss us off. They worked really hard on it. Maybe if you POLITELY tell them you're unhappy with the new layout, in the future they'll have an option to go back to the old one. Kinda like how you can choose different skins on message boards. It's not the end of the world.

At first, I didn't like the feel of the front page. It felt too... Open. And naked. But now that I'm used to it, I like it. The only thing I don't like now is the message thing at the top - all it says is how many deviations and how many messages I have. I miss how it would say if you had comments, notes, journals, etc. and have a separate link to them. And that's about it. At least it's not hideously ugly with giant ads everywhere or whatever. I also like the new color. The old one was nice too, BUT IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL. Are you going to stop using the site just because it looks different? Wow.. When I put it that way, it sounds kinda racist. Or whatever word you use for web sites *rolls eyes*.

I think the first thing that caught my eye and that I like is having my avatar and username etc. on the right side of the page. I don't know why, but I like it.

So just calm down, stop shitting your pants, and get used to it.

I got this from

Leave your name and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest/funniest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours.


OMG I'm a Jesus lizard LMFAO